One Cheese Fries Parcel!

I feel it is time for me to build my own rocket and head to some place far far away. Away from this planet, where no one will judge me for how "fat" i am.

Who am i? That is something i would like to ask myself and i don't need to hear what a random stranger who makes sure that his opinion does the rounds from his friend to his friend's sister's sister(probably that is me) about the kind of person that i am.

What makes you assume that i am fat because, i eat a lot or that i never exercise or most importantly the "fact" that i am lazy? What makes you assume that i am fat because, i...? Because, i....? Because...?

Let me ask you something!

You!

The one who makes fun of me for being fat. Who are you to judge me for how i look ?

Please pile up all of your shit and run for your life.

I love my body! I don't need your advice. Please.

I know when to exercise. I know what to eat. I know my medical conditions. I know my body.

I have been asked how i became fat?

Do i ask you how you were born with so big a head with nothing on the inside? Some questions always remains a mystery. Don't they?

The most brilliant, much needed for life questions that i have come across and wished for to get right back at them:

Top Five for you:

5. Doesn't your bed break?

 I am sure you got the joke. If you did not, well i am quite heavy. Oh Please! Please laugh.

4. How do you find clothes your size?

 I am naked now. You see me everywhere with no cloth covering my "fat" body, because i am a fat sized "elephant" (Don't get me started on the elephant jokes) who has no decent outfit that fits, to show off my curves.

3. Was that you who danced? Could sense the tremors, Beware! (Laughs at his/her own joke).

Yea, that was me who buried you deep into the ground.

2. Don't you think you should reduce a little weight ? Not that you are fat but, if you try and reduce your weight, you will look more pretty.

Oh! Trying to be nice? Yea sure! You lost a good friend for trying (with a wide smile on my face).

Best and the most frequent question that is put across to every "fat" girl .

1. How will you get a life partner if you are this fat?

"Setha moodindu porela!"

(Translation(Brahmin slang):Please shut up and go)

You commenting about my physique doesn't make me stop craving for the food that i love and will never give me the rush to start exercising the very next day. It sill make me so furious that i want to punch you right on your so called "thin stomach" that your bones crack.

If you want me to look like you, you are advising me to lose my individuality.

Individuality which once lost cannot be gained back but, the weight you lost can.

I would love to be the same "fat" girl living life L size! :-)

From Time To Eternity

It has been a month. It has been very difficult for us all, for me. Everyday i enter our class,my thoughts are with you. I still remember the first day i noticed you in college, telling myself, he must be a nice guy.

Three years later, you managed to be the nicest guy i know.

It all began with random Facebook chats, getting to know each other, the interest we share in TV series, to... mad shitty talks.

I miss those crazy talks, german conversations, adult stuff,  constant annoyance.

Communication lab! Sigh! So much fun.

Never can i forget the coolest guy, getting all tensed up on the interview day (many do not know). I, of all people trying to cool you off. We got placed. Man, i am gonna miss you a lot at work.

I wish i could make you pronounce 'acoustic' correctly one last time (Argghh).

You should know,you would be the first to hit my mind if i ever come across 'Siemens'. :'(

So much. Really. :-(

I will never forget that last Hi5. That last day i saw you. That last moment with you. That last goodbye.

It has been really hard this one month. I really do not know how long it is going to take for me to get over you. To let go off you. I try not to.

A wise person once said that 'something's are just not meant to be, but can only hope'.
I wish he had stuck to the latter.

See you on the other side brother.

My Girl Friend

She was different,she was one of a kind,she stood out of the crowd,she was unique. She was unpredictable. She was a mystery and i was glad to have solved her.

It goes way back to childhood when we met. There was a spark in this little girl,who was always the good kid,teacher's pet,popular and breathtaking in every way possible.

There were times i used to wonder if she would ever be my friend,me being the new comer not that many noticed.

She was kind enough to make things work out the way it had to. We found each other go crazy over one another. Fight. A lot. Through letters. Ah! Those days. Sigh! I remember cribbing to her the most about how sucky life is. She had the patience to hear me out and comfort me with much love.

Now, we merely talk, nor fight through all the hectic schedule.
I know friend, you try a lot and am overwhelmed.

I recall, you are the first girl friend i really had. The one i trust,love,care and would do anything, for this journey to travel past all the bumpy roads.

The way you admire me, support and guide me, hit me hard to realize my mistakes, and teach me to be happy and blessed with this awesome life.

You are my beauty, my soul sister, my treasure, my bestie.

My unsung friend.

Infinity Times Infinity

When you fall in love,he is the one who is going to know it first.
Probably hints that you are in love.
He is going to stick around to see you finally happy and content with the love of your life.
When things go wrong you have him waiting for you to crawl back into his arms.

So you ask me if the friendship fades away between a guy and a girl,when they find their soul mates? No.

There are people who misinterpret the friendship at first. They ask you both why you did not hook up when you both know each other so well?

Duh!Seriously? Even me and my sibling get along well,would you ask me the same question? I am asked this just because my best friend is a guy. Do not judge me Stranger.

When a new person enters your life,things change accordingly,misunderstandings do come as an additional package.
At this point the same people try to sympathise about your friendship. They add fuel to the fire on how your relationship has ruined your friendship.

The friendship which was built on trust,promises,love,you and him.

When your partner understands your friendship and values it as much as you do,you have a new best friend.

You can lead a happy life with no worries as long as your friend is around you. Nothing is changed between you both,it never has and never will because,he is a silent guardian. A watchful protector. A dark knight.

Your best friend.

Water Water Everywhere

Eyes in search of shelter,
  Legs submerged in water,
Running to the door,
  Struggling through the downpour,
Water splashes,
  News flashes,
Hot cup of tea,
  In front of T.V,
Gazing through the window,
  Hunting for a rainbow,

Black umbrellas and
   blocked roads,
The season has arrived
   to make paper boats.

Twenty And Counting :)

Another year comes to an end and all I can think of now is that, I am growing old. Twenty now and I already need to act all matured for I am a teenager no more.

Bam! Next minute i end up questioning myself, 'Why you so serious?'
Life has it's ups and downs.This year was not much different compared to the previous years.

So what made it special? I introspected.
I turned 20.Yay!!
Now,I do not know if i should be sad or glad about it.

Although I would not be hearing anymore of 'You are just in your teens,you would never know' or 'Shush and go to your room,adult talk' ,at the same time i would be hearing a lot more of this, 'You are 20 now,act accordingly'.

Turning 20 is special in every way.
When i look back my life has always been a happy place with a very loving family,cousins who are so much like me,and childhood days which can never be replaced.Now I can only be able to picture a wide and a stupid smile on my face.

The next phase of life-School.The best set of friends.
Laughter,fights,pranks,getting caught for something you never did,first crush,first love,heart breaks,bitching together about someone you hate,teasing,culturals,birthday cakes,treats,passing notes in class,letters,singing and dancing together,food fight,hangouts,hugs,and swaring to be together forever.
I indeed am blessed for having such a wonderful schooling.

College, it is going to end before it started.A new atmosphere,new people,new faces.
A very small gang of friends always getting caught for something we never do,bunking(literally running away when your professor is calling you),hogging,singing and texting during class, taking pictures during punishments.

When all this is going to end in a year,I now find friends who accept me for who I am and know me more than I know myself.I wish I had known them before but it's always better late than never.
When my past is filled with fun fun and fun,my future needs a lot more of grooming of myself to rule the world.Ah,now that is going to be my new year resolution.

A many thanks to everyone who made me what I am today.Twenty  years of happiness, every minute spent with precious people.

2013 was indeed special but it's time to bid goodbye and welcome a more happy and an awesome 2014.

All Alone!

Running to someone when there is a problem,in need of help,or when you are happy ; human tendency.

Never can we solve a problem on our own,nor can we keep our sadness to ourselves.There is no day without partying or laughing out loud ,TOGETHER.

When do we have time for ourselves if we keep chasing others? Always! Being alone for sometime leads to depression and we look forward in being comforted.

Even when we are with an acquaintance we cannot stand that awkward silence and build up a conversation.We can never stop all the chattering unless and until we are fast asleep.(Even then we make sound. SNORE:-;)

'Forever Alone' (troll) never happens in real time.We compulsively are in need of a break from everything just to share the most unimportant gossip which we would have heard seconds ago.With the fast growing technology this is never a doubt.

But,if we are not able to be alone;we will only know how to be lonely.